I realize it's more difficult to find things to be thankful for when I have a bad day, but much more rewarding. It helps me to remember all the good things. I just got home from a four hour trip to the after hours clinic with Beri. Not only do I have two babies who are prone to ear infections, but a baby girl who likes to crank out heat to a temperature of 104 degrees and make her mom sweat with worry. At one point tonight she was shivering and shaking but luckily the doctor was about to walk in. Enough complaining, tonight I was thankful for:
Our health care system. I heard someone quoted over $300 to see the doctor without an Ontario health card. I am extremely thankful that I have access to a doctor for my children whenever I want and it is covered.
Sharing a corn beef on rye sandwich and a yogurt with Beri from the hospital cafeteria.
Sympathetic smiles with other parents holding fevery infected babies.
Sitting down the hall from the operating room where both my babies were born.
People playing peek a boo with Beri in the waiting room.
Giving Beri a little baby foot massage when she woke up from a nap while waiting at the clinic. She's really starting to enjoy foot rubs!
The Shoppers cashier who helped me rip open a box of baby Tylenol at the counter so I could give it to my shaky baby hot tamale.
Loo hearing me call Beri a hot tamale and calling her a "Hot Molly".
Reuniting at the pharmacy with parents who were at the clinic and smiling again.
Ten minutes later going back to the check out and the same Shoppers cashier helping me open a package of pacifiers and handing a pink one to Beri.
Rewarding myself with a coke for all my good mothering.
Watching some gorgeous orange sheet lightening in the distance on our drive home.
Giving Beri a bath in the kitchen sink before sending her off to bed.
Mr. Crafty Ave holding down the fort with Loo while I was busy with Beri and warming me up some potato soup.
Just writing this post puts it all in perspective and makes me feel a lot better. She's got one does of medicine down and is sleeping soundly. I did make bread today but I'm exhausted, so you'll just have to wait until tomorrow for the big reveal.